Actual Introspection is for Suckers! (Emotional Availability Can Suck It!)

So today wonderful readers of mine, I learned to be more emotionally available. Now I know what you’re thinking, “Emotionally needy/cold Mara is actually working on her self in a positive and productive way?”, and to that I say, “Fuck no!”. Actually working on bettering myself sounds way too productive and responsible for how I … More Actual Introspection is for Suckers! (Emotional Availability Can Suck It!)

So I’m the Least Crazy, Crazy (Ain’t it Crazy?)

Isn’t that title a kick in the head? Chris just left from visiting me for my birthday. We had an absolute blast, most of our time spent playing Lego related videogames (as a very loud, agressive co-op team), eating large quantities of beautifully unhealthy food, and me trying my hardest to be the sweet and … More So I’m the Least Crazy, Crazy (Ain’t it Crazy?)

What Happens When a Hotmess Evolves? (No, Seriously, I Need to Know My New Title)

Well, I’ve somehow managed to impress myself. I’m really bringing it as a hotmess, now that Chris has gone to finish his education. After work last week, I decided to stop by the local grocery at around midnight. Fumbling with my bag in the car, I grabbed the first red card I found and slipped … More What Happens When a Hotmess Evolves? (No, Seriously, I Need to Know My New Title)

Happy Anniversary to Me! (A Depressing Title for a Happy Post ;))

It has been a year with this blog! How exciting right? I think it’s a great time to take a look at the blog again and talk about my journey here. You know, when I started writing this blog I thought I knew myself. I thought I had my voice determined, my identity as a … More Happy Anniversary to Me! (A Depressing Title for a Happy Post ;))

Moving! (AKA Learning to Adjust my Environment & Expectations)

So, my move is over! Exciting, right? Right? Yes, I’m asking you wonderful internet people for validation about my feelings, and yes, I feel great about it… Blow me. Anywho… It was quite the experience, and yet another opportunity for me to realize how much I love my boyfriend.  You see, we planned to move … More Moving! (AKA Learning to Adjust my Environment & Expectations)

My Fucks Are Gone (The Well of My Kindness? It’s Run Dry)

Okay, well not really though. I’ll always be overly-enthusiastic, beyond peppy, and more than a bit sweet. Or so I’d like to disillusion myself at the bare minimum 😉 What I am done doing however, is being anything less than myself, and allowing myself to be the victim. My whole life I’ve made it my … More My Fucks Are Gone (The Well of My Kindness? It’s Run Dry)

Time to Switch Shit Up (Because I Totally Had My Life Together Before)

As my second year of college comes to a close, I have a job I love, friends I cherish, and a great support team. Naturally, this means that I’m about due to be fucked by fate. Not in a vicious way necessarily, but rather fate has decided to introduce some new elements in making my … More Time to Switch Shit Up (Because I Totally Had My Life Together Before)

My Immodestly Modest Life (How to Be a Hot-Mess in a Headscarf)

Those of you who regularly read my blog (y’all know who you are) know that while I try my hardest to carry myself as a decent(ly horrible) person, that I’m just as human as anyone else. You can ask my two tattoos, my penis belly button ring, and the hair sticking out of my hijab … More My Immodestly Modest Life (How to Be a Hot-Mess in a Headscarf)